"I don't know if I want to."

Because there were things she was better off not knowing. Things they were all better off not knowing. He didn't want to ruin Wes and Gunn's friendship, didn't want Fred picturing herself blue, or Cordelia imaging a world where she was dead and he was lost. Didn't want them to know that he sold his soul to Wolfram & Hart, that he made a deal with them to save his son, to—

Wait.

"Connor. Where's Connor?"