The last time she had kissed him it hadn't even really been him -- it had been the insane version of him that existed in the world where she never got the visions. Where she was successful and had her own sitcom -- the life she had thought she wanted. But seeing what the visions did to him -- even in a world where they weren't close like they are -- it had stirred something in her. She kissed him and took them back and the rest was history. Before that she had only kissed him to try to get rid of said visions -- back when Doyle had first passed them along to her. A lot's changed since then.

This lacks the desperation of those kisses, the urgency. It's slow and sweet and she finds her eyes fluttering shut so she can get lost in it. This always seemed like something better to not think about, that they couldn't risk entertaining or exploring -- but it's different now, and she can't help but be glad about that.