It doesn't seem safe, doesn't seem worth it. If things go badly, as they did the last time she noticed hadn't bled when she expected to, she doesn't want to have to think back on a fond little dinner beginning it all. And if things go well--and Maker, please let them go well--then making a fuss over the fact that she's pregnant won't change anything.
The night after a healer confirms it for her, when she's lying sleepy and worried in Cullen's arms, the room warm (by Skyhold standards) and dark, she clears her throat quietly. "Cullen? Are you still awake?"
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It doesn't seem safe, doesn't seem worth it. If things go badly, as they did the last time she noticed hadn't bled when she expected to, she doesn't want to have to think back on a fond little dinner beginning it all. And if things go well--and Maker, please let them go well--then making a fuss over the fact that she's pregnant won't change anything.
The night after a healer confirms it for her, when she's lying sleepy and worried in Cullen's arms, the room warm (by Skyhold standards) and dark, she clears her throat quietly. "Cullen? Are you still awake?"